Farewell...

Just for your information, I decided to post my last post because I really liked it, but I guess this is goodbye. This blog has no more purpose, especially now we have Tumblr. Goodbye.

Happiness...

Don’t get me wrong, I look forward for some things to happen,
And I am making what I can to make them come true,
But I can only do so much, I can’t do it all alone.
It’s in times like these that I think things will get better,
But at the same time I bear in mind I might be wrong about this,
Wrong about everything, and I’ll have to start everything again,
Almost from scratch, because it’ll all be gone.
Hope for the best. Prepare for the worst.
Let things happen. Don’t over think.
Don’t beat yourself up for the small things.
It’s very good advice. But have you tried it yet?
Or even better, have you succeeded in doing it?
The hardest thing in this world is to live in it, right Buffy?
I guess it’s like that for a reason.
Maybe we only learn things the hard way.
All I know is that sometimes things just don’t really seem fair.
And it’s not really easy to cope with that.
We get frustrated, sad. Like everyone else has it all.
Good friends, money, happiness, someone. A life.
We’re obviously wrong to think that way.
No one’s perfect. No life is perfect.
Complete mind-blowing-all-the-time-can’t-believe happiness isn’t real.
We get to be happy in those moments when we let ourselves go.
Those moments in between life concerns, that we forget about everything else.
Sounds easy. If only…

Time dies...

I'm just gonna say that I'm sort of still waiting for something really wonderful do happen. Not that the last few days weren't good, but things could be a lot better. Definitely. Perhaps the problem is that I'm still waiting for things to change, and not making the changes I want, but it's not as simple as that. I could try and change, get the wrong idea of things and end up worse than when I started. I have the slight tendency of believing certain things will happen, when the truth is they were never supposed to happen. Supposedly, I'm easily mislead. That can't be good. I know this doesn't make any sense to anyone else but me, and I'm always writing encrypted things everywhere. I'm sorry, that's true, and will remain the same, at least for now. Anyone can ask me explanations or leave me random comments, but I won't say anything, for I don't even know exactly what to make out of this. Sorry for the enigma, I just wanted to say something here. Even if it's just ramblings...

"Raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the right ways".

Long time no see...

Well, I'm back. Sort of.

I decided to check in my blog after some distasteful comments. I ended up changing the design. But things are different. Obviously I'm righting in English, which is something I decided I ought to do, because whenever I start wandering about things I do it in English.

It's late, I have a driver's test tomorrow, so I shan't be long.

All I've got to say (and what motivated me to write here today) is that I was wrong on my last post. 2009 was definitely a good year, but 2010 found a way to suck more than I could have imagined. I really hope I'm not mistaken about this year.

I'll try to write more, to content those who still spend their time reading this, but I shall make no promises that I can't fulfill.

For now I'll leave you with some random notes that passed my head or that caught my eyes:
"And the wild regrets and the bloody sweats, none knew so well as I: for he who lives more lives than one, more deaths than one must die". (Oscar Wilde, 1898)
"Le mystère de l'amour est plus grand que le mystère de la mort". (Oscar Wilde, 1893)
"Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way". (Leo Tolstoy, 1875-77)
"Romance only dies with life. No pair of pincers will ever pull it out of us". (E. M. Forster, 1908)